welcome to the real world baby!

Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..my lil baby is 10 days old ^_^
I'm so blessed with Harith Sufyan...
everyday i fall in love deeper and deeper with this lil hero of mine..
as Allah brings me through this journey of motherhood, I am reminded of my very own dear mother.. I LOVE U MOM!!

I delivered him on 31st May 2012(same birthday with aunty ida!)
It was wednesday night i started feeling uneasy with my stomach..a lil bit painful but i thought it was normal pain/braxton hicks..
After performed subuh prayer i told my mom that i felt slightly painful in my stomach..
then mom prepared for me hot milo and asked me to have breakfast..
I went to the toilet then told my mom i saw some blood stain..then mom asked me to have a bath then prepared myself to go to the hospital..
At the hospital doc said that its already 2cm opened then she asked nurse to admit me to the ward..
Luckily hubby has arrived at banting last night and he came straight to the hospital on that morning..thank you Allah for ease his journey (baby waiting for his father to arrive first..maybe??)
When ayah went home hubby was with me throughout the day..stayed beside me and supported me..thank you soo much dear..
I slowly felt the contractions coming in the afternoon but still being bearable..
I decided to finish reading Surah Maryam..alhamdulillah..
At 5pm the pain was getting a bit too much..and i asked hubby to call the nurse to check me..and it was 4cm opened..
At 700pm my contractions then were already frequent, and i was clinging dearly on to my hubby..depending on him everytime the contractions came..
I felt weak as I have not yet taken my lunch that afternoon..

 (Maryam:23) And shake the trunk of the date palm towards you, it well let fall fresh ripe date palms upon you..

My hubby offered me some dates...
I didn't want to eat as my contractions getting really painful..really, try eat while having contractions! but he insisted..
Wanting to please and obey my husband badly (having in mind at that time the advice of one of my friends who told me that it's ever so important to consistently seek forgiveness from our husbands and it is his redha that insyaAllah Allah will make ease the labour), he fed me.
Suprisingly, I could gulp it down easily..
it was just two dates but I swear I felt that strong powerful surge of energy, making me feel more prepared to face the next contraction (lesson learnt: sila taat suami..hehe)
My waters broke not long after that I was pushing and Subhanallah, at 8.08pm I heard the cry..
it was the most beautiful sound i've ever heard!
the nurse cleaned him and quickly put him on my chest..
I looked into my baby's eyes and he looked into mine..the feeling was just undescribable..

My husband made the azaan and iqamah at sufyan's ears then..
ya Allah make my Harith Sufyan a good muslim..
Welcome to the real world baby..ibu n ayah will try to be a good parents =)

last post before deliver??

Alhamdulillah for all that Allah has given me..
sometimes in my prayer, i try to make thanks for Allah by trying to name the blessings He has bestowed upon me..
the more blessings i name, the more i realise that there's more to it..
ya Allah, indeed You are Most Gracious =)
day by day, i've come to appreciate Allah even more so - alhamdulillah.
the day i knew i had a lil bub in my tummy, remains for me an unforgettable moment ^_^
the feelings and emotions Allah puts into the heart of a mother is indescribable..
to this day, baby is about 3 weeks left to see the world or maybe earlier than that??

ayah is in sarawak at the moment and ibu is at sg buloh..
sometimes ibu feels sad because ayah is not around...
but then Allah gives ibu strength, when He reminds that you are with me lil baby:)
and Alhamdulillah you have caring grandparents n so many lovely aunties who care so much about u and your ibu..

eventho ayah is not around, ibu has a little friend that follows ibu everywhere ibu goes..
hears everything that ibu says...
and prays whenever ibu prays..
everyday ibu makes doa you will become a good person n anak soleh dear baby :)

and i am ever thankful to Allah for giving me a wonderful hubby..
so much has happened but with every storm i have learnt to appreciate my hubby even more..thank you Allah!
really excited to see u baby!may everything goes well insyaAllah..

another few weeks..pheeww~

sudah 35 weeks preggy..dan kecuakan semakin bertambah tp buat2 x cuak..hehe
ayah die, atok nenek die sume asek srh baby kuar cepat2..huuu..sabo je lah..
eventho da 35 weeks tp jmpe org2 mereka slalu teka yg sy baru preggy 5 months..haha..betapa cutenye perut ini kan wpun diriku rase perut ini sgt besar..
first baby kot plus insyaAllah yg kuar nnt baby boy so nmpk kecik comel la kot perut ini..hehe
asal baby sehat sempurna cukup la..smlm check up everything ok n kepala baby still stay kt bwh..mintak2 stay je la kat bwh till deliver..mau deliver normal..xmo operate..huhu
baby saaaaangat aktif skrg..lagi2 mlm..mmg susa/xdpt tdo..slalu nye dpt tdo after zohor coz baby pun tdo kot time tu..hehe
tapi bile ayah die ade baby x aktif sgt mlm2..die aktif time naik kete/jln2..suke kot ayah die blk..hehe..
esok ayah die blk semenanjung aktif la baby ayah die bwk jenjln..mau pegi mom n baby expo sok  ^_^
brg2 baby n mommy nye baru la siap packing smlm pas duk tangguh2..tu pun sume org da bising2 srh prepare..hehe..bole la letak dlm keta siap2 in case terdeliver awal ke kan..
ilmu2 parenthood ni pun sedang berusaha utk menambah..n psl breastfeeding pun..mmg dr awal2 preggy dah berniat nk fully bf baby..huhu..moga dipermudahkan..
sok mo survey2 buku juge..so time confinement ade la benda berfaedah nk dibuat..huhu
*abes la encek suami kena paw lg esok dgn wife die*hehe

ade org mengidam asam laksa time tgh2 soppin ..huhu

lps menge"paw" encik suami beli brg baby, menge"paw" lak asam laksa encik suami..hehe (@34 weeks preggy)

7 weeks left~

huhu..kjap je da 33 weeks..lagi 7 weeks @ 46 days left until my due date..
mcm kuar awal je baby nih..genki sokmo gerak sgt lah aktif mcm x saba nk kuar smpi mommy die nih senak la kdg2..hehe
dpt lak news kak rahmah yang due date nye awal 3 weeks dr ku dah deliver baby die kelmarin..
so mcm terasa lah baby ku akan kuar awal jugak..bole ke pk camtu??haha..
kak maiza due date minggu nih tp cam belum kuar je babynye..xdpt news ape2 pun so assume belum deliver lah..huhu
nway x kisah lah baby kuar awal ke lmbt ke yang penting sempurna n sehat...
brg baby alhamdulillah skettttt je lg ade yg x beli..
sabtu nih encek suami blk smpi hari selasa so bole la smbung soppin brg2 baby..yeay cuti lame bole jln2 lama2..hehe
kelmarin check up baby alhamdulillah sume ok..rambut baby dah byk doc ckp..hehe
tp baby malu la xmo tunjuk mukee..baby tgh meniarap masa scan tu so muke mmg x nmpk..huhu
sepanjang ketiadaan encek suami ayah la yg jd bodyguard ku..pegi hospital ke ade ape2 urusan ke sume ayah yg teman aku..
jgn org ingt ayah tu asben ku dah le..hahaha..
smlm g hntr doc utk apply AP pun ayah yg teman..sian ayah kena jd bodyguard ku..aku ok je nk g sensorg tp ayah ni risau nau x bg g sensorg..kalo dekat2 tu die x kesah la..tp kalo yg jauh2 tu die teman la..hehe
lagi 2 hari encek suami balik..mari mengira detik n waktu kepulangannye~

perlahan-perlahan~

seminggu suda start new life kat msia..
slow2 la ekk memulakan life baru nih..
da le akan berjauhan ngan encik suami..
so kena la sabar bebyk..
baru 4 hari die g srwk lapor diri ku da rasa mcm sebulan..
huwaaa..x bolenye la pisah lame2 nih..tu pun hari2 die call..cmne la pasni 2 mggu skali die blk..bertabahlah diri ini..huhu
ni die tgh cuti seminggu je patutnye tp rasa mcm nk menghasut die extend lg seminggu jee..hahaha..
camne la org yg PJJ tu..tabahnye la mereka2 itu..
sabar2..sket lagi bole duk srwk..hehe..ikutkan bole je nk duk skrg tp dah x larat kot nk naik flight bebyk kali dah 3rd trimester nih..jln pon cam penguin dah..hehe..
brg baby pun baru start beli..encik suami soh beli siap2 sume2 nnt pasni so that die bole blk srwk dgn sng hati..risau nau die wife die ni terdeliver awal ke ape..huhu
so far 70% da siap kot beli lagi 30% kite smbung lagi sabtu ni..
while encik hubby ade kt semenanjung nih mari kite gunakan die dgn sebaiknye..
nk bg wife die nih kuar drive sensorg mmg x la dibaginye..
sepanjang preggy nih pnah 3 kali je kot drive..tu pun kt jpn 2 kali sbb terpksa drive n kt msia ni baru skali..huhu..
punye la pujuk ckp im ok if drive g mane2 sensorg susah tul die nk bg..risau sgt kt wife n anak die nih..
xyah ckp drive..keje2 umah pun baru buat sket da kena bebel "jgn buatttt..sian baby blablabla..."
huhu..itu lah encik suami ku..xpe la that shows he loves me n our baby so much..n makin hari sy pun makin syg sesgt kt die*sile muntah*hahaha
ok sebelum merepek dgn tah pape lg mari kte stop n tdo..
sok pepagi de 1st check up baby kat msia..hopefully sumenye ok lah..huhu

tadaima..mareshia ni modorimashita!

alhamdulillah..28 mac lps me n hubby selamat sudah smpi di msia..
bz x hingat nk blk..settle itu ini packing bagai..blog pun x sempat nk update..huhu
sampai sehari sebelum blk pun x habis2 mengemas umahnye..
brg nk blk msia pun 3 jam before bertolak g airport baru packing dlm luggage..punye la xde masa nk packing kan coz bz settlekan hal umah n hal keta n brg2 nk hntr dlm kontena..
n nk blk nih mmg pki byk gile duit..duit mengalir kuar je x henti2..kalo mengalir masuk pun kuar balik..haha..
mintak maap la ye org2 yg mengharapkan souvenir..mmg xde bajet..dah kat msia ni pun kena ready byk duit..huhu
ape2 pun alhamdulillah settle sume benda even last2 minute..sian encik hubby die la yg plg kelam kabut..rushing sgt nk g naik bas ke airport smpi terlepas masa yg kitaorg tempah..naik bas next nye..lega sgt2 bile dah ade dlm kapal terbang tu..penat letih ngantuk sume ade..tp dpt tdo kejap2 je coz melayan baby kecik yg duk main2 kat dlm..huhu
tapi bile dah smpi banting qada' blk tdo..x pikir ape dah mmg tdo mati kot ngantuk n penat sgt2..
MIL pun paham kot smpi x bgn breakfast pun..bgn2 ku terus lunch..hehe
petang tu terus shoot blk sg buloh sbb esoknye parents ku nk g umrah..so b4 diaorg bertolak nk la jumpe jap..
pastu ku terus stay sg buloh while encik hubby kena g srwk lapor diri..
encik hubby suh stay banting risau if ku duk sensorg tp ku xnk..huhu..stay sg buloh je la ngan along..selasa nnt baru encik hubby blk pastu die cuti..yeayyy!hehe
owh ku dah ade phone no..tp simcard nye kat encik hubby selasa nanti baru dpt..insyaAllah no tu permanent dah xde tukar2..bole la delete no ku yg lepas2 ekk..hehe
below are some pics yg sempat di snap before n after balik..abaikan kegemukan diriku itu..demi baby x kesah dah..hehe

congrats dear on your graduation!*hugs*

last dinner before BFG..thanks mat nep for the treat..n thanks also baju anpaman for baby..cute!



last visit to hachioji seminar house..tmpt first stay masa mula2 smpi jepun..

last lunch at japan..having tendon n soba at tenya..

goodbye mom n dad!moga selamat pergi n pulang~

7th check up~

hari ni hari ke enam rumah officially mcm tongkang pecah..haha..
start sepahkan hari khamis tapi kemasnye sehari tu je..baru 2-3 kotak je yg penuh..
hari yang lain dok bz kuar pagi blk tgh mlm..mmg xde masa la nk mengemasnye..blk2 dah penat..
dah le ade tetamu hari jumaat tu..sian tetamu tido di celahan2 barang..segannye saye umah bersepah gile..huhu..
nak wat camne tetamu dtg tibe2 dikala tgh packing brg nk blk msia..sorry tetamu..huhu
hari ni mmg duk relax saje kt umah setelah penat kehulur kehilir dr jumaat til smlm..
n esok kitaorg berazam utk start blk kemas brg2 nih..serabuttt tgk!hehe

kelmarin check up baby utk kali ke tujuh..huhu..
petang pulak kali ni..xpnah2 check up ptg..slalu check up kul 10 pagi..
ingtkan doc yang sama skali doc lain lak..
x pnah2 dpt doc lain..doc kali muda lagi n cara die explain x sebest doc yg selalu check baby b4 dis..huhu..
kali ni buat "精密超音波" aka precise ultrasound..
ku ingt precise scan tu ala2 scan 4D tu..skali bukan daa..
precise ultrasound ni rupe2nye die check dgn precise nye every single body part of the baby..
start from checking up baby's brain until legs..
berjela2 la gmbr body part yg die print..tapi last2 kitaorg dpt sekeping je..
dpt part kepala baby..hehe..jadi laaa...sebelum2 ni skali check up dpt 2-3 keping terus..
alhamdulillah..result scan sumenye ok..dah tau la ape yang duk bergerak2 kat tgh perut n kat ngan tulang rusuk ni..
kat tgh perut rupenye tgn baby..kat tulang rusuk ni kaki baby..kepala baby kat bawah..hehe..
n plg suke tgk jantung baby berdegup..mcm x caya je ada lagi satu jantung dlm bdn ku ini..hehe
ayah die x sabo2 la nk tgk baby..asek srh baby kuar cepat je..hari2 duk borak ngan baby..hehe..
moga2 selamat lah sumenye smpi baby kuar nanti~

lps check up plan nk g balai polis nk amek syako syoumei utk tukar nama owner kereta..
elok je berenti kat traffic light tibe2 ade org ketuk tingkap..
skali tgk abg polis daaa..adeh la..ape la pulak salahnye ni..die srh berenti kat parking lawson..
dah le tak tukar nama owner keta lagi..iskk!
tnye abg polis ape salah kitaorg..rupe2nye encek suami telah belok kanan kat tmpt yg sepatutnye tak boleh belok kanan..tah tang mana la abg polis ni nyorok..dlm hujan lak tu...huhu..
dlm hati dah doa mintak2 la x kena saman..kalo kena mau rm200-rm400 kot..encek suami kat sebelah dah risau jee..abg polis mintak lesen,i/c n passport..pastu die g rekod data kot dlm keta die while kitaorg stay dlm keta..
15 mins later(lamenye rekod data) die dtg blk kat keta kitaorg n ckp die bg amaran je kali ni..next time jgn buat lagi..
fuuu...alhamdulillah lega sungguh!tq abg polis..huhu...encek suami sila berhati-hati ye lps ni!hehe
terus shoot g balai polis amek syako syoumei..naseb baik la sempat amek b4 balai polis tutup..huhu
lps tu terus shoot g hachioji lak..asek berjln je baby ni..agaknye dah kuar nnt asek nak naik keta je kot??hehe..