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errr last update was on october last year??hehe
time flies masyaAllah..my lil hero is already 9 mths n 2 weeks old..
at this time he has 4 teeth and can stand on his own but still not confident to walk yet..
step by step ok baby!

having spent several months studying n experimenting bout baby's development..
first time jadi mommy la katekan sume bnde excited nk tau..hehe
at time like this, only Allah knows how much a blessing it is to be able to observe harith has learned til this very day..
and also dgn semangat utk bf harith n sokongan padu encik suami  harith is still on direct breastfeeding..fully breastfeeding..alhamdulillah3x!
yela duduk rumah dgn die 24/7 bole la kan bg direct bf..n he still refuses to use bottle..so nk x nk mmg kena direct bf..die tau ibu die x keje gtu la..hehe
if mommy2 yg bekerja bole juga nk fully bf anak just u have to prepare ebm byk2 la utk baby anda..kena kuat semangat n never give up..jgn stress2 n relax n keep on pumping..baru susu stimulate..
mari support breastfeeding!!hehe

n lately ade few people suggest srh bg formula milk dkt harith..
the reason is bcoz harith dah besar n bf je x ckup utk die..
ku x pasti ape yg  di cakap x cukupnye..
susu ke yg x ckup?or kandungan2 dlm susu x ckup??hmmm..
yg ku tau susu ibu lah yg terbaik..
utk umur harith mmg susu ibu je x cukup..sbb tu kena bg solid food utk mengcukupkan nutrisi2 yg diperlukan..
so far harith menyusu ok mkn pun ok..berat naik elok..
so there's no reason to give him fm..
discuss2 dgn hubby pun die ckp sume cukup je harith pun aktif x meragam..
selagi ade susu selagi tu la akan ku bagi insyaAllah..kalo dah terpaksa bg fm baru bg..huhu


since ibu die pun x kije maka mknn harith pun sume homemade..
pnah try bg biskut n rice cracker sbb masa tu die xmo mkn bubur..tp manis sgtttt n harith pun reject..
terus buang sume2 tu..n harith xmo mkn rupenye2 sbb nk tumbuh gigi...sakit gusi agaknye..
lps tu ok je mkn cam biasa blk..
tgk2 blk mknn baby yg jual tu sume tinggi gula n garam..
so xpe la ibu bgn pepagi buta prepare bubur harith..no salt no sugar added until he turns 1 year old at least..
kidney baby x sesuai lagi dgn garam n gula for babies below 1 year old..effect die bkn skrg tp masa tua nnt..

sometimes mesti ade org ckp kitaorg ni cerewet jaga anak itu x boleh ini x bole..
well kitaorg bkn saje2 xmo bg tp ade sebabnye..
x kisah la org nk ckp ape pun yg penting anak sihat..
since lahir harith x pnah demam lagi just ade sekali selsema awal2 lahir dulu..
papepun sume parents mesti nk yg terbaik utk anak masing2..
mari berusaha jadi parents terbaik utk anak2 kita!

Whatever falls on u is never to hurt u. It is a lesson for u to draw yourself close to Him. The trial is there to build u. From weak to strong. From nothing to everything. He takes something in order to give. Know that behind every dark cloud,there's always a silver lining.

                                                               -motivation of the day-

Domestic engineer

cehhh post title nmpk cam gempakk je kan..hehe
sbb rmi sgt tnye best ke x jadi domestic engineer(read: housewife) ni, so let's story my own experience..
mcm la da lame sgt kan jd domestic engineer nye nk story mory..
xpela..share ape yg bole je la ekk..

ok..everyday was a day of waking up early to prepare breakfast for hubby, doing the house chores..etc..etc(the list goes on)..
percayalah jd housewife sbnrnye lg bizi dr engineer2..cikgu2..office ladies..etc2 kat luar tu..
sbb apa??sbb ade je bnda nk dibuat..mmg x duk diam..done one work then move to another work..
plus ada baby..mmg byk masa habis kat dia kot..baby needs more attention..
tv pun kdg2 je tgk(x suka sgt tgk tv pun)..
xpercaya???nahhh..try on your own..

hehe..rmi laa duk ckp awat laaa hang x kerja dah duk blaja tinggi2 tuu..
nakkk je jwb...tuan2 puan2 sekalian sy xde la blaja tinggi mana pun..dah suami suh duk umah jaga anak dulu..sy follow je la...redha suami lg penting ye dari tuan2 dan puan2..hehe..tp x la jwb gtu..
yg lg best bile ade pulak komen2 yg lain ckp anak bole hntr nursery..babysitter kan byk.. blablabla...
tahan je la mendengar..x baik menjawab kan kan kan..hehe

mmg susah org nk fhm kita kalo die xde kat tempat kita..
tuan2 puan sekelian sy bkn xmo keje..tp me n hubby plan biar la anak tu besar sikit..at leaaast la kan..6 mths old(da bole start mkn solid food)..then baru lega sket nk bg baby kat org..
lgpun harith xmo hisap botol..nk direct breastfeed je..akan try sikit demi sedikit nk bg die hisap botol balik..
dgr kes2 baby zaman skrg lg la menyebabkan rasa berat je hati nk hntr anak kt org..
ibu ku srh je tinggalkan harith kt semenanjung biar die jaga tp xmo la..dah tua2 tu biar la die berehat..kalo jaga baby semudah menghafal sifir 2 xpe la jugak..hehe..

best sbnrnye jd housewife ni..
dpt blaja main masak2 utk family sendiri..dpt jaga anak sendiri..tgk die membesar depan mata..
dpt tolong hubby buat ape yang boleh..etc..etc..
everything u do on your own..so dpt blaja byk bnda kot..
mmg x dpt duit byk2 mcm yg bekerja tp puas hati dpt buat sendiri sume n insyaAllah pahala bekerja utk family ada..

as for now sy mmg bz sbb have to take care of my youngest sis-in-law too sbb my in laws pergi haji..
feel like i have 2 babies right now..
small baby n big baby..hehe..
bila jaga youngest sis in law ni lg laa blaja byk benda..me n hubby have to prepare ourself with many thing to educate our children later dlm dunia yg semakin penuh dugaan dan cabaran ini..
rasa mcm beza sgt kanak2 zaman skrg dgn kanak2 zaman kita kecik2 dulu..

ape2 pun..sumenye kena discuss dengan suami masing2 dulu..
bekerja or x bekerja atas pandangan n kehendak masing2..
x kisah kerja apa2 pun..our effort, our sincerity insyaAllah will be appreciated by Allah SWT..

"women"
-as a daughter, you are the protector of your parents from the fire of jahannam..
-as a wife, you are half the deen of your husband..you protect your husband..
-as a mother, jannah is under your feet..

GOOD LUCK WOMEN!!

welcome to the real world baby!

Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..my lil baby is 10 days old ^_^
I'm so blessed with Harith Sufyan...
everyday i fall in love deeper and deeper with this lil hero of mine..
as Allah brings me through this journey of motherhood, I am reminded of my very own dear mother.. I LOVE U MOM!!

I delivered him on 31st May 2012(same birthday with aunty ida!)
It was wednesday night i started feeling uneasy with my stomach..a lil bit painful but i thought it was normal pain/braxton hicks..
After performed subuh prayer i told my mom that i felt slightly painful in my stomach..
then mom prepared for me hot milo and asked me to have breakfast..
I went to the toilet then told my mom i saw some blood stain..then mom asked me to have a bath then prepared myself to go to the hospital..
At the hospital doc said that its already 2cm opened then she asked nurse to admit me to the ward..
Luckily hubby has arrived at banting last night and he came straight to the hospital on that morning..thank you Allah for ease his journey (baby waiting for his father to arrive first..maybe??)
When ayah went home hubby was with me throughout the day..stayed beside me and supported me..thank you soo much dear..
I slowly felt the contractions coming in the afternoon but still being bearable..
I decided to finish reading Surah Maryam..alhamdulillah..
At 5pm the pain was getting a bit too much..and i asked hubby to call the nurse to check me..and it was 4cm opened..
At 700pm my contractions then were already frequent, and i was clinging dearly on to my hubby..depending on him everytime the contractions came..
I felt weak as I have not yet taken my lunch that afternoon..

 (Maryam:23) And shake the trunk of the date palm towards you, it well let fall fresh ripe date palms upon you..

My hubby offered me some dates...
I didn't want to eat as my contractions getting really painful..really, try eat while having contractions! but he insisted..
Wanting to please and obey my husband badly (having in mind at that time the advice of one of my friends who told me that it's ever so important to consistently seek forgiveness from our husbands and it is his redha that insyaAllah Allah will make ease the labour), he fed me.
Suprisingly, I could gulp it down easily..
it was just two dates but I swear I felt that strong powerful surge of energy, making me feel more prepared to face the next contraction (lesson learnt: sila taat suami..hehe)
My waters broke not long after that I was pushing and Subhanallah, at 8.08pm I heard the cry..
it was the most beautiful sound i've ever heard!
the nurse cleaned him and quickly put him on my chest..
I looked into my baby's eyes and he looked into mine..the feeling was just undescribable..

My husband made the azaan and iqamah at sufyan's ears then..
ya Allah make my Harith Sufyan a good muslim..
Welcome to the real world baby..ibu n ayah will try to be a good parents =)

last post before deliver??

Alhamdulillah for all that Allah has given me..
sometimes in my prayer, i try to make thanks for Allah by trying to name the blessings He has bestowed upon me..
the more blessings i name, the more i realise that there's more to it..
ya Allah, indeed You are Most Gracious =)
day by day, i've come to appreciate Allah even more so - alhamdulillah.
the day i knew i had a lil bub in my tummy, remains for me an unforgettable moment ^_^
the feelings and emotions Allah puts into the heart of a mother is indescribable..
to this day, baby is about 3 weeks left to see the world or maybe earlier than that??

ayah is in sarawak at the moment and ibu is at sg buloh..
sometimes ibu feels sad because ayah is not around...
but then Allah gives ibu strength, when He reminds that you are with me lil baby:)
and Alhamdulillah you have caring grandparents n so many lovely aunties who care so much about u and your ibu..

eventho ayah is not around, ibu has a little friend that follows ibu everywhere ibu goes..
hears everything that ibu says...
and prays whenever ibu prays..
everyday ibu makes doa you will become a good person n anak soleh dear baby :)

and i am ever thankful to Allah for giving me a wonderful hubby..
so much has happened but with every storm i have learnt to appreciate my hubby even more..thank you Allah!
really excited to see u baby!may everything goes well insyaAllah..

another few weeks..pheeww~

sudah 35 weeks preggy..dan kecuakan semakin bertambah tp buat2 x cuak..hehe
ayah die, atok nenek die sume asek srh baby kuar cepat2..huuu..sabo je lah..
eventho da 35 weeks tp jmpe org2 mereka slalu teka yg sy baru preggy 5 months..haha..betapa cutenye perut ini kan wpun diriku rase perut ini sgt besar..
first baby kot plus insyaAllah yg kuar nnt baby boy so nmpk kecik comel la kot perut ini..hehe
asal baby sehat sempurna cukup la..smlm check up everything ok n kepala baby still stay kt bwh..mintak2 stay je la kat bwh till deliver..mau deliver normal..xmo operate..huhu
baby saaaaangat aktif skrg..lagi2 mlm..mmg susa/xdpt tdo..slalu nye dpt tdo after zohor coz baby pun tdo kot time tu..hehe
tapi bile ayah die ade baby x aktif sgt mlm2..die aktif time naik kete/jln2..suke kot ayah die blk..hehe..
esok ayah die blk semenanjung aktif la baby ayah die bwk jenjln..mau pegi mom n baby expo sok  ^_^
brg2 baby n mommy nye baru la siap packing smlm pas duk tangguh2..tu pun sume org da bising2 srh prepare..hehe..bole la letak dlm keta siap2 in case terdeliver awal ke kan..
ilmu2 parenthood ni pun sedang berusaha utk menambah..n psl breastfeeding pun..mmg dr awal2 preggy dah berniat nk fully bf baby..huhu..moga dipermudahkan..
sok mo survey2 buku juge..so time confinement ade la benda berfaedah nk dibuat..huhu
*abes la encek suami kena paw lg esok dgn wife die*hehe

ade org mengidam asam laksa time tgh2 soppin ..huhu

lps menge"paw" encik suami beli brg baby, menge"paw" lak asam laksa encik suami..hehe (@34 weeks preggy)

7 weeks left~

huhu..kjap je da 33 weeks..lagi 7 weeks @ 46 days left until my due date..
mcm kuar awal je baby nih..genki sokmo gerak sgt lah aktif mcm x saba nk kuar smpi mommy die nih senak la kdg2..hehe
dpt lak news kak rahmah yang due date nye awal 3 weeks dr ku dah deliver baby die kelmarin..
so mcm terasa lah baby ku akan kuar awal jugak..bole ke pk camtu??haha..
kak maiza due date minggu nih tp cam belum kuar je babynye..xdpt news ape2 pun so assume belum deliver lah..huhu
nway x kisah lah baby kuar awal ke lmbt ke yang penting sempurna n sehat...
brg baby alhamdulillah skettttt je lg ade yg x beli..
sabtu nih encek suami blk smpi hari selasa so bole la smbung soppin brg2 baby..yeay cuti lame bole jln2 lama2..hehe
kelmarin check up baby alhamdulillah sume ok..rambut baby dah byk doc ckp..hehe
tp baby malu la xmo tunjuk mukee..baby tgh meniarap masa scan tu so muke mmg x nmpk..huhu
sepanjang ketiadaan encek suami ayah la yg jd bodyguard ku..pegi hospital ke ade ape2 urusan ke sume ayah yg teman aku..
jgn org ingt ayah tu asben ku dah le..hahaha..
smlm g hntr doc utk apply AP pun ayah yg teman..sian ayah kena jd bodyguard ku..aku ok je nk g sensorg tp ayah ni risau nau x bg g sensorg..kalo dekat2 tu die x kesah la..tp kalo yg jauh2 tu die teman la..hehe
lagi 2 hari encek suami balik..mari mengira detik n waktu kepulangannye~

perlahan-perlahan~

seminggu suda start new life kat msia..
slow2 la ekk memulakan life baru nih..
da le akan berjauhan ngan encik suami..
so kena la sabar bebyk..
baru 4 hari die g srwk lapor diri ku da rasa mcm sebulan..
huwaaa..x bolenye la pisah lame2 nih..tu pun hari2 die call..cmne la pasni 2 mggu skali die blk..bertabahlah diri ini..huhu
ni die tgh cuti seminggu je patutnye tp rasa mcm nk menghasut die extend lg seminggu jee..hahaha..
camne la org yg PJJ tu..tabahnye la mereka2 itu..
sabar2..sket lagi bole duk srwk..hehe..ikutkan bole je nk duk skrg tp dah x larat kot nk naik flight bebyk kali dah 3rd trimester nih..jln pon cam penguin dah..hehe..
brg baby pun baru start beli..encik suami soh beli siap2 sume2 nnt pasni so that die bole blk srwk dgn sng hati..risau nau die wife die ni terdeliver awal ke ape..huhu
so far 70% da siap kot beli lagi 30% kite smbung lagi sabtu ni..
while encik hubby ade kt semenanjung nih mari kite gunakan die dgn sebaiknye..
nk bg wife die nih kuar drive sensorg mmg x la dibaginye..
sepanjang preggy nih pnah 3 kali je kot drive..tu pun kt jpn 2 kali sbb terpksa drive n kt msia ni baru skali..huhu..
punye la pujuk ckp im ok if drive g mane2 sensorg susah tul die nk bg..risau sgt kt wife n anak die nih..
xyah ckp drive..keje2 umah pun baru buat sket da kena bebel "jgn buatttt..sian baby blablabla..."
huhu..itu lah encik suami ku..xpe la that shows he loves me n our baby so much..n makin hari sy pun makin syg sesgt kt die*sile muntah*hahaha
ok sebelum merepek dgn tah pape lg mari kte stop n tdo..
sok pepagi de 1st check up baby kat msia..hopefully sumenye ok lah..huhu

tadaima..mareshia ni modorimashita!

alhamdulillah..28 mac lps me n hubby selamat sudah smpi di msia..
bz x hingat nk blk..settle itu ini packing bagai..blog pun x sempat nk update..huhu
sampai sehari sebelum blk pun x habis2 mengemas umahnye..
brg nk blk msia pun 3 jam before bertolak g airport baru packing dlm luggage..punye la xde masa nk packing kan coz bz settlekan hal umah n hal keta n brg2 nk hntr dlm kontena..
n nk blk nih mmg pki byk gile duit..duit mengalir kuar je x henti2..kalo mengalir masuk pun kuar balik..haha..
mintak maap la ye org2 yg mengharapkan souvenir..mmg xde bajet..dah kat msia ni pun kena ready byk duit..huhu
ape2 pun alhamdulillah settle sume benda even last2 minute..sian encik hubby die la yg plg kelam kabut..rushing sgt nk g naik bas ke airport smpi terlepas masa yg kitaorg tempah..naik bas next nye..lega sgt2 bile dah ade dlm kapal terbang tu..penat letih ngantuk sume ade..tp dpt tdo kejap2 je coz melayan baby kecik yg duk main2 kat dlm..huhu
tapi bile dah smpi banting qada' blk tdo..x pikir ape dah mmg tdo mati kot ngantuk n penat sgt2..
MIL pun paham kot smpi x bgn breakfast pun..bgn2 ku terus lunch..hehe
petang tu terus shoot blk sg buloh sbb esoknye parents ku nk g umrah..so b4 diaorg bertolak nk la jumpe jap..
pastu ku terus stay sg buloh while encik hubby kena g srwk lapor diri..
encik hubby suh stay banting risau if ku duk sensorg tp ku xnk..huhu..stay sg buloh je la ngan along..selasa nnt baru encik hubby blk pastu die cuti..yeayyy!hehe
owh ku dah ade phone no..tp simcard nye kat encik hubby selasa nanti baru dpt..insyaAllah no tu permanent dah xde tukar2..bole la delete no ku yg lepas2 ekk..hehe
below are some pics yg sempat di snap before n after balik..abaikan kegemukan diriku itu..demi baby x kesah dah..hehe

congrats dear on your graduation!*hugs*

last dinner before BFG..thanks mat nep for the treat..n thanks also baju anpaman for baby..cute!



last visit to hachioji seminar house..tmpt first stay masa mula2 smpi jepun..

last lunch at japan..having tendon n soba at tenya..

goodbye mom n dad!moga selamat pergi n pulang~

7th check up~

hari ni hari ke enam rumah officially mcm tongkang pecah..haha..
start sepahkan hari khamis tapi kemasnye sehari tu je..baru 2-3 kotak je yg penuh..
hari yang lain dok bz kuar pagi blk tgh mlm..mmg xde masa la nk mengemasnye..blk2 dah penat..
dah le ade tetamu hari jumaat tu..sian tetamu tido di celahan2 barang..segannye saye umah bersepah gile..huhu..
nak wat camne tetamu dtg tibe2 dikala tgh packing brg nk blk msia..sorry tetamu..huhu
hari ni mmg duk relax saje kt umah setelah penat kehulur kehilir dr jumaat til smlm..
n esok kitaorg berazam utk start blk kemas brg2 nih..serabuttt tgk!hehe

kelmarin check up baby utk kali ke tujuh..huhu..
petang pulak kali ni..xpnah2 check up ptg..slalu check up kul 10 pagi..
ingtkan doc yang sama skali doc lain lak..
x pnah2 dpt doc lain..doc kali muda lagi n cara die explain x sebest doc yg selalu check baby b4 dis..huhu..
kali ni buat "精密超音波" aka precise ultrasound..
ku ingt precise scan tu ala2 scan 4D tu..skali bukan daa..
precise ultrasound ni rupe2nye die check dgn precise nye every single body part of the baby..
start from checking up baby's brain until legs..
berjela2 la gmbr body part yg die print..tapi last2 kitaorg dpt sekeping je..
dpt part kepala baby..hehe..jadi laaa...sebelum2 ni skali check up dpt 2-3 keping terus..
alhamdulillah..result scan sumenye ok..dah tau la ape yang duk bergerak2 kat tgh perut n kat ngan tulang rusuk ni..
kat tgh perut rupenye tgn baby..kat tulang rusuk ni kaki baby..kepala baby kat bawah..hehe..
n plg suke tgk jantung baby berdegup..mcm x caya je ada lagi satu jantung dlm bdn ku ini..hehe
ayah die x sabo2 la nk tgk baby..asek srh baby kuar cepat je..hari2 duk borak ngan baby..hehe..
moga2 selamat lah sumenye smpi baby kuar nanti~

lps check up plan nk g balai polis nk amek syako syoumei utk tukar nama owner kereta..
elok je berenti kat traffic light tibe2 ade org ketuk tingkap..
skali tgk abg polis daaa..adeh la..ape la pulak salahnye ni..die srh berenti kat parking lawson..
dah le tak tukar nama owner keta lagi..iskk!
tnye abg polis ape salah kitaorg..rupe2nye encek suami telah belok kanan kat tmpt yg sepatutnye tak boleh belok kanan..tah tang mana la abg polis ni nyorok..dlm hujan lak tu...huhu..
dlm hati dah doa mintak2 la x kena saman..kalo kena mau rm200-rm400 kot..encek suami kat sebelah dah risau jee..abg polis mintak lesen,i/c n passport..pastu die g rekod data kot dlm keta die while kitaorg stay dlm keta..
15 mins later(lamenye rekod data) die dtg blk kat keta kitaorg n ckp die bg amaran je kali ni..next time jgn buat lagi..
fuuu...alhamdulillah lega sungguh!tq abg polis..huhu...encek suami sila berhati-hati ye lps ni!hehe
terus shoot g balai polis amek syako syoumei..naseb baik la sempat amek b4 balai polis tutup..huhu
lps tu terus shoot g hachioji lak..asek berjln je baby ni..agaknye dah kuar nnt asek nak naik keta je kot??hehe..

s.t.r.o.n.g!

"you'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have left.."

a beautiful quote indeed..
life itself make us become stronger and stronger..
putting trust in Allah..total trust!
because Allah loves those who put trust in him..
ya Allah..fills our heart with the ability to endure all the beautiful plans You have laid for us..

selesai sudahh~

hari yang dinanti-nanti oleh student2 master tokai ponn tiba..
hari ni final presentation encek suami..n alhamdulillah die dah selamat habiskan presentationnye yg start kul 10 pagi td..congrats syg!
dgn x bole tdo nye die mlm td lps solat subuh practise2 ngan die tapi still ade tersyasyul2 lagi..ye la nk budget masa kena ckp laju2 sket plus cuaks tu yg tersyasyul2..
dpt pulak sensei2 yg power2 utk bertnye soalan nnt lagi la bertambah cuaksnye..
suaminye yg nk present isteri die yang cuak lebih..huhu..selagi x present selagi tu la duk fikir je..
alhamdulillah die dpt jwb soklan yg sensei2 duk pertikai since smlm daripada presentation junior die..n thesis pon dah siap tgl nk buat hard cover esok..
dpt msg dr die bgtau dah habis lega nyeee la..baby pun seronok duk bergerak x berenti..hehe
insyaAllah 26 Mac nnt graduation day nye..moga segala usaha encek suami selama 2 tahun ni diberkati olehNYA..

p/s:pandang luar tadi tibe2 salji trn..what a nice day~

bosan dengan penat?

ok sy sgt faham laa kan perasaan bosan penat..penat bosan..
especially when exams are around the corner with the addition to the readily soaring pile high assignments, thesis, presentations etc..
plus yg stay kat japan n will back for good ni mana nk packing brg lagi..
it requires heaps of mental n physical stamina!

so while i was reciting the quran..my eyes pointed at this one verse " sungguh, Kami telah menciptakan manusia berada dalam susah payah " (90:4)

ayat ini membuatkan sy berfikir sekejap..
in other words, if we're feeling that life is always easy and smooth sailing,
then there MUST be something wrong because Allah already said He has created us in toil..

we get tired with being tired..
we get tired with hardships..
but its those factors that keep us moving..
take it positively..
sometimes Allah tests us because He "misses" us..
and most of the time hardships make us feel closer to Him..
and it helps us understand His Words better ^_^

soooo..rakan2 sekelian..i know we are strong enough to face those hardships..be not sad!Allah is with us!
ALLAH KNOWS BEST=)

6th check up!

wauu..6th check up already!and still got another 2 check up(thought only one) before going back to msia..byk kan??
well bonda tercinta pun dah bising asek check up je..MIL pun sama risau byk kali nau g check up n friends at msia also worry bout da same thing..
they said frequent ultrasound exposure may affect baby's brain function...
hmm tapi nye dah procedure kat sini mmg camtu follow je lah kan..nnt x dpt complete baby progress pulak from doc kat sini for referral doc kat msia nnt(err plus check up kat msia nnt bape byk kali check up daa)..
utk tidak menyerabutkan fikiran kita follow je doc's advices..then doa+tawakkal je la n always hope that everything gonna be ok..positip!positip!jgn stress2 sian baby nnt..hehe..
alhamdulillah..baby has grown sooo much!to this day, baby's weight is about 500gm..n is growing healthily+busy practising "silat" in my tummy ^.^
x muat dah nk print whole baby pic in a paper..so doc print part by part(head,body n lower part)..hehe
placenta position pun alhamdulillah ok..
ingt bole terus blk skali doc ckp de talk sket..ingt jap je tp tggu lame la jugak nk dekat sejam(lapar sungguh time nih)baru la nama dipanggil oleh nurse..
nurse tnye dah pegi jmpe dentist lum, nk pegi antenatal clas x, bile blk for good, etc..

as for now daddy is busy preparing his thesis n final presentation..2 weeks to go daddy..ganbatte!!may Allah gives him strength n patience..
n mommy becomes his assistant busy translating some data from japanese to english for his thesis..
dah lame x buat kerja translate2 nih..mula2 nk translate first page tu berjam-jam ..nk menyusun ayat plus grammar tu sakit kepala dibuatnye..but bila masuk 2nd page dah ok laju je siapnye..hehe
lps 2 weeks daddy merdeka insyaAllah!yeay..sng la nnt nk ajak daddy jln2 n doing other activities..hehe..

ok2 stop here n lets continue translating daddy's thesis..bye for now~

tik tok tik tok!

pagi td tgh2 duk termenung while mengumpul kekuatan utk keluar dr futon tu saje2 pgg perut tetibe "dushhhhh" terasa kicking baby kat tgn..haha..selama nih rasa die kicking kat dlm je bila sentuh x la rasa tp pg td dah start rasa ^_^..suke le encek suami dah dpt rasa baby kicking..selalu die borak2 je ngan baby but now dah dpt rasa jugak!seronok le tewwww..hehe..

hmm..bile pikir2 blk kejap nye la dah nk masuk 20 weeks..rasa mcm baru je preggy ari tu..tup2 tinggal another half way to go..x sabo nk tgk baby tp cuakkkkkss!huhu..hari2 doa minta dipermudahkan sumenye nnt..nk sedapkan hati sokmo la pikir alaaa nnt dah sakit2 tu nk x nk kena redah jugakk..hehe..

and skrg dah start fikir nk deliver kat mane..ape brg nk beli..ape kena buat bile blk nnt..huhu..baaaanyak bnda nk kena buat tapi nye yg risau nnt cuti encek suami nye lahh..
dunno bole mintak cuti ke x after lapor diri kt srwk..kalo x dpt cuti kesian lah saya kena buat sume sorg2..mintak2 la die dpt cuti kan..yg penting masa nk deliver tu nnt kalo bole nk le die ade skali..huhu..

hospital pun dah start survey mane yg ok..ade org suke government ade org suke private..encek suami nk masuk skali kalo boleh..ermm..ku pun pening mane satu..so blk nnt kena pegi direct tnye hospital2 yg berkenaan lah..huhu..brg baby pun duk google2 pe yg nk kena beli..ingt nk shopping kat sini stroller ke brg2 lain ke tapinyee tgk harga sume sekali ganda dua kali ganda msia so ada baiknye lah kite sopping kat msia jee..

baru sopping sikittt je baju baby..tu pun masa new year sale ari tu..tgk baju baby gap cam murah je terbeli lah sikit..xtau gender lagi time tu so main beli je lah sukatii kaler ape..encek suami geram tgk baju baby smpi nk amek baju yg sama 2 3 helai tp berjaya dihalang olehku..haha..comelnyeee la kan baju baby nih..menahan je nafsu nk beli bebyk sbb cam x confident nk sopping baju kat sini..baby jepun kecik2 je baby msia besar2 la jugak so kang beli terkecik pulak..plus skrg tgh winter so byk baju tebal2 je..so kite sopping time ade tuan punya badan lah nnt lg senang nk ukur2..hehe

x sabonyeee nk blk msia..hari2 duk counting days..dah terbyg dah mknn msia yg best2..kalo ikut kan ku xdelah ngidam sgt pun..yg ngidam byknye encek suami..hehe..tapi risau plak berat naik mendadak x psl2 bile tgk mknn best2 nnt..haha..ku dgr dr akak2 yg berpengalaman kat sini kalo naik 100gram pun nurse da bising gilee..kat msia doc bising gak kot eh?jeles tgk mommy2 jepun nih b4 preggy ngan after preggy badan same jer..yang naik cuma tang perut je..huhu..cara mkn diaorg jaga betul2 kot..tgk 2 3 hari lepas deliver pun da rilek kuar jalan2 sopping2 anta amek anak g skolah sume..mcm x berpantang je diaorg nih..org2 msia mmg jaga betul2 time pantang..hehe..eh nnt sempat ke diri ini habis pantang before start puasa ekk..mari kite check nnt..huhu


**sy sudah boleh minum anmum!yeayy~

5th check up!

kelmarin de appointment ngan doc utk 5th check up..
x sesabo nk check rase mcm lame sgt nk tggu 4 jan tu..
me n hubby sokmo risau baby ok ke x kt dlm tu..perut mommy nye nih dah le tecik jee..berat duk tang tu je(errr dah naik byk b4 preggy kot?haha!)..tu yg risau tu..huhu
alhamdulillah kelmarin timbang kt spital berat naik dah sket..yeay!
berdebar2 je rasa masa doc nk scan tu..
tp bile tgk baby me n hubby couldnt stop smiling..hepi sesgt bile doc ckp baby sehat..
dok gerak2 kt dlm cam tau2 je org tgh tgk die..muka die pun mmg tgh menghadap camera..
encek hubby ckp rupe sapelah die nnt kan..hehe..
alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..all praises to Allah..sooo happy to see our baby growing healthily inside..
ingt nk record baby's movement masa doc scan tu tp rasa cam shitsurei je...doc pun mcm nk cepat je sbb mmg tgh rmi org time tu..
xpe lah..as long as dpt tgk baby sehat pun ok dah..
kalo kat msia masa scan dpt cd baby's movement ke ek?pnah dgr gtu but xtau la btul ke x..huhu
ada 2 kali lg check up ngan doc kt sini(feb n mac) b4 blk msia for good..
hope baby baik2 sahaja kat dlm..mlm td dah start rasa gerakan2 comel die..geli~haha

where to go eh?

hmm..2-3 hari ni encek hubby mengajak berjln-jln..
kejap nk g hiroshima la..kejap hokkaido lah..kejap kyoto la..
the point is die nk naik shinkansen(ketapi laju tuh)..
sbbnye die x pnah naik lg..teringin la naik sekali kot b4 blk for good..hehe
aku dah pnah naik sekali..free lak tuh sbb company yg byr fare masa g interview kat osaka..hehe
ermm..plannye pegi blk hari pon xpe..or tdo sehari kat hotel pun xpe..
tapinye..tapinyee..ku dah check tiket shinkansen+hotel sume mhl2 utk akhir thn ni smpi awal thn dpn..sorg dlm 2man++(rm800++)..kalu berdua dah 4man++..huhu..tiket aku g osaka dulu pun 2man gak return tp x kesah sbb bkn aku yg byr..hehe..
so ckp kat encek suami nnt la tgk lps2 new year ke or lps die siap thesis ke kan..lg pon sejukkkk..x bape syok la plak kan kalo nk jln..huhu
plan dolu2 ingt nk g korea tapinye..haha..tp kite hanya mampu merancang sahaja kan?siap ckp kat ayah mcm dah cnfirm je nk pegi sbb ayah mcm nk pegi..haha
bile preggy x berani la pulak nk jln jauh2 smpi naik plane..baby's safety lg penting!so kite tggu after deliver ye kite jln2 ngan baby skali!(mcm la byk masa free nk jln2)hehe..
snowboard pun aku x pegi..dak2 batch g 2 hari tp encek suami pegi esok mlm package berlainan higaeri je but at the same place..hehe
mls nk g sbb bkn leh main pon nnt menggigil kesejukan sorg2 buat snowman kat bwh je kan..hehe..
plus naik bus..so xmo amek risiko pslnye diriku ini amat kerap ke toilet lg2 preggy nih..kang dlm bas nk ke toilet je memanjang payah la pulak kan..hehe
xpe nnt ade tiket g japan murah kite g ekk ngan baby skali main snowboard(berangan lagi!)haha..

ok disebabkan plan nk jln2 ditangguhkan(g mne tapinye?) mari kite stat pikir nk habiskan duet encek suami beli ape new year sale nnt(mcm la byk duit sgt kan!)..haha..

few months left!

err..sedar x sedar lg 3months++ je nk pulang ke tanah air tercinta!

x sabonyeee(err excited part makanan kot?)hehe
mmg x sabo pun nk settle down kat msia..
tp dlm xsaba tu cuak la jugak..cuak ngape?sbb byk bnde yg nk dicuakkan!huhu
mule2 dtg jpn excited gile..msuk 2nd year excited..msk 3rd year ma-ma..msk 4th year ohh sy mahu pulang!hehe..

tapi best duk jepun sbb anshin(secure)+benri(convenience)..tapi...tapi...jauh la pulak ngan family n sedara mara...jauh ngan kengkawan..jauh ngan mknn best2...tp msia x seaman n seselamat jepun..huhu..
encek suami slalu la berangan nk beli rumah kat jepun..die ckp duk kat kampung2 pun xpe la umah kecik2 pun xpe..cuti2 bole blk jepun..berangan je!hehe..
life cost kat jepun tinggi kot..brg xde yg murah sume mhl..huhu..
blk nnt for sureeee sgt byk bnda nk disettle kan..
kena pack brg nk blk(moga2 mampu lagi nk tlg encek hubby pack brg)..smpi msia settle bout clinic n baby thingy..encek hubby for sure kena g srwk dulu settle down kt sana..mintak2 la time nk deliver tu encek hubby berada disisi(ameen!)..after confinement baru laa bole follow g srwk n proceed next step..moga dipermudahkan~

ehhh..dah kena start buat proposal n update resume nih..nnt blk sng terus hntr je..huhu..mampu kah?mampu kah?insyaAllah..gambarimasu!
nk guna proposal masa dulu mcm x best la pulak..so prepare je la ekk proposal baru..
act 70% nk smbg master 30% nk kerja..tgk la rezeki yg mane menyebelahi saya nnt..huhu
kalo tnye encek hubby senang je die jwb..duk umah jaga anak je lah!huhu..
mmg la best duk umah jd fulltime hw je tapi nye bile difikir2kan mcm nk kena keja gak je..bile blk msia tgk brg bukan makin murah pun..nnt rumah lg keta lg anak lg itu ini dsb..sian le encek hubby kalo die sorg2..at least bole la tlg die bile time memerlukan ke kan..huhu..plg2 tak saving utk masa depan anak2 nnt..huhu..

ok mari start list bnda ape nk bwk blk n nk let go..n yg penting mari support encek suami habiskan master nye!hehe..

4th check up!

7 dec lps de 4th check up ngan doc..

sket nye lama dah check up nye baru hari ni update sbb kebizian in law ku dtg n pagi sok dey all blk..
so kembali kpd keadaan mcm family ku dtg dulu..bgn pepagi buta then blk tgh mlm..mmg super bz+letih..huhu
masa check up hari tu encik suami x sesabo nk tgk baby..masa nurse pgl nama aku g masuk bilik scan tp encik hubby x bole msk la plak..then memberanikan diri aku tnye doc bole x nk bwk hubby masuk doc ckp ok!yeayy!hehe..
actually woman n child clinic kat hospital ni org lelaki x bole msk pun tp aku ckp kat nurse yg konon2 aku x phm japanese n hubby lah translator nye so bole le masuk skali..hehe

masa scan nmpk baby cam dah besar jee..padahal baru 8cm(crown to rump)..
alhamdulillah baby sihat..galak sungguh la die menendang2 dlm dunia die tu masa scan..seronok tgk!hehe..
next scan bulan 1 nnt..n doc ckp time tu maybe da bole tau boy or girl..huhu

hopefully everything gonna be ok..insyaAllah..
n agak happy coz seems like i have regain my appetite!da bole mkn mcm biasa n also da bole masak!hehe..da muak dah mkn luar smpi x tau nk mkn ape dah asek bnda yg sama je..huhu

sian encik hubby kalo x asek kena mkn luar or die je yg masak..huhu
cuma susu je la x bole nk minum..so amek supplement yg all in 1 tu hopefully ok lah..huhu
in law ku dtg ni pun bonda tercinta kirim mcm2 la..huhu..siap print kan article2 for pregnant woman+doa2+surah2..rajin sungguh laa..huhu..eksaited kot...
smpi everytime call mesti ckp nnt baby tinggal la kat semenanjung masa aku kt srwk biar die yg jaga..huhu..aku jwb nehi..nehi..nnt rinduuu..haha..

brg2 kiriman bonda tercinta

die kirim kurma+kismis la..jus delima la..air srg burung la..n ade lagi tp mls nk g amek masa snap gmbr nih..huhu tak termkn-mkn lagi aku nih..

kalau org tgk aku xtau pun kot aku pregnant..hehe..x la besar sgt pun perut or mebe baju sejuk tebal jd cover..kalo pki pregnant mark tu baru la org tau..huhu
mari tunggu next baby progress~

a.u.t.u.m.n

ingt nk buat entry ni on da same day blk dr kouyoumi(autumn sightseeing) tp nyee..blk dah letih terus tdo..pstu nk tulis smlm satu hari bz pegi sopping lak..so hari ni merajinkan la diri buat entry ni even mls sbnrnye..haha..

last sunday x watpe so encik suami ajak kuar..die bg choices nk gi machida ke gi kouyoumi kat ooyama san..bile pikir2 machida anytime pon bole pegi..tp ooyama san ni dr last year lagi nk pegi tp x pegi2..hehe..so decided pegi ooyama san lah..lagi pun x pegi lagi kouyoumi thn ni..n lg smgt nk pegi bile pikir this will be our last autumn in japan..huhu

b4 this punye la koyoumi jauh2 kan smpi ke zao sana tp yg dekat ngan umah ni x pegi lak..haha..xde la jauh pun dr umah dlm 30 mins by car..so lps zohor mkn siap2 terus gerak g sana..smpi2 sana nk pegi parking kat main parking yg x smpi 300m tu punye la jammed..mmg byk keta..so terpaksa la tggu gak turn keta kuar utk dptkan parking...tgh2 tggu turn tu tetibe ade mkcik jepun ketuk tingkap keta bgtau kat umah die ade parking kosong n byr 1000yen..standard parking area situ mmg 1000yen/day..so mls nk queue lama2 kitaorg pun reverse g parking kt umah die..alhamdulillah x yah tggu lame2 lagi..hehe

nk naik smpi atas bole naik cable car..tapi b4 naik cable car tu kena memanjat tangga dulu dlm 15mins..mmg exercise la diriku.seb baik da training buat evening walk every week kat kouen kan..haha..naik tangga slow2..tp best n x rasa penat sgt sbb kiri n kanan tangga ada kedai sepanjang jln..so smbil naik tangga smbil singgah kedai x la pnat..kalo naik tangga semata-mata pnat kot..hehe

smpi cable car byr 850yen/head utk round trip cable car smpi temple atas skali..kalo naik smpi 2nd stage temple byr dlm 450yen/head utk roundtrip..bole je kalo nk beli one way tp turun nnt guna tangga tp sbb aku mlsssss so beli la roundtrip..haha..kalo nk naik smpi puncak pon bole tp hiking panjat sendiri gunung ooyama tu..hehe..tgk pakcik2 tua rilek je hiking smpi atas..

view kat situ subhanallah mmg cantik sesgt..dr situ bole nmpk hadano smpi laut enoshima..pegi pun time fair weather so nmpk clear everything..suke3!huhu..n daun2 kat sana stil merah2+kuning2..cantikkk!

mls ckp byk so tgk la beberapa gmbr yg x seberapa ni..nk lagi byk gmbr pi tgk kat fb..huhu..encik suami ckp baby ni kecik2 dah naik gunung ooyama(padahal g mane2 pun sokmo laa die dok ckp "baby ni kecik2 dah mkn/pegi blablabla.......")..haha..

iskkkkkk!!..da susun sket nye cantik bile publish jadik terabur cmni gmbr??nasib laa mls dah nk betulkan..hehe

3rd check up

jumaat lps de 3rd check up ngan doc..wpun hujan n sejuk n rase xnk kuar dr futon tu aku n hubby gagahkan jua diri pegi jumpe doc..haha..
mlm sblm check up tu aku check kt buku yg doc bg mcm kena amek darah je esok nih..da smpi hospital mmg betul pun kena amek darah..huhu

smpi2 nurse mintak "boushitechou"..masa 2nd check up ari tu nurse ade mintak gak tp bile die ckp aku blank..amenda laa boushitechou nih..segala bnda dlm file aku tunjuk tp sume bukan..encik hubby pun blank sbb kitaorg x pnah dgr..rupenye2 tu maternal and child health handbook..adeh la..seb baik tnye kak maiza psl boushitechou nih..rupenye2 boushitechou ni kena amek kat shiyakusyo(city hall)..ingt hospital provide..rupenye x..doc pun mcm xde ckp..encik hubby ckp xpe la kite bersangka baik je la ngan doc..mebe kitaorg yg terlps dgr die ckp kot..huhu..

dpt maternity mark ni masa amek boushitechou..sng la bile kuar umah pki mark ni..^_^

memule buat urine test dulu then ultrasound then br amek darah..
masa buat ultrasound aku tggu je doc ckp bby sehat..bile doc ckp "akachan genki da yo" "kawai yo" lega nyeee..hehe..da nmpk clearly tgn, kaki, n heartbeat laju nyee..hehe..bby baru 2.04 cm..chicccaiiii desu ne~

da settle ultrasound g kaunter amek darah lak..bajet sket je la amek nye mcm test HIV dulu ke..
skali nurse bwk basket tgk2 ade 5/6 syringes..aku pun x kire 5/6 syringes sbb dah mcm geram byknye darah nk amekk..huhu..redha je lahh..
lps amek darah tu ok lagi..bile dah nk g kaunter byr bill rase x best dah..mule2 rse cam nk muntah..cepat2 tarik tgn encik hubby menuju ke toilet..tgh on the way tu rasa telinga makin dah x dgr pape..mata dah kabur2..pastu terus nk pitam..seb baek encik hubby bertindak pantas menyelamatkan keadaan..syukurr..hehe..tu la nurse amek darah saya byk2 lagi..hehe

blk encik hubby ckp die nk msk lunch..sian die asek kena masak je..kekdg kitaorg mkn luar..mkn luar pun ape sgt la bole mkn kan..huhu..x bole nk potong ayam/siang ikan..kalu beli ikan aku bli da siap siang..ayam mmg x bole langsung dah nk msk..huhu..kalu msk pun lauk lain2 aku msk tp bile bab ayam encik hubby yg mskkan..hehe..bile sendiri msk xde selera sgt nk mkn..bile encik hubby yg msk br mkn byk(mengade nih)haha..seb baek encik hubby pndi msk kan..simple yet sedappp!!hehe

susu pun x minum lagi nih..encik hubby pun ari tu bising dah suh minum susu..huhu..amek calcium tablet dulu..x rase bole nk mnum lagi takut muntah byk..huhu..tgk la next month ke try minum...sha n syifa ckp tmbh hershey's choc syrup sedap dlm susu..will try it later..huhu..hari2 minum air suam+100% fruit juice..minum tea/coffee pun try elak..tp kalo dah x tahan minum jugakk..haha..

next check up da jd 4 minggu skali..sblm ni 2 mggu skali..huhu..cant wait to see next baby progress..hehe..encik hubby suke sgt bile tgk gmbr baby=)